Devaude’s Journal

In-character Subject: Emotionless
Submitted: 2007-3-9 03.16

The Gookin incident, I was there. Nearly all operatives were there. What a great group of people. I saw tears, fear and love. But I felt … nothing. I tried to show feelings like all the others did, but I was empty inside! Since my awakening, where I lost all my memories, I am … different. But on this day, I saw a man fighting the demon of his past. My past… I knew nothing about it. And most of the time I just try to ignore this fact.

But this incident opened my eyes. A friend nearly dies and I feel nothing? Something has killed my emotions. And this something must be something from my past, my blue pill life to be specific…

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